MARRIED!!!!
Brian and I were talking yesterday about life before...us. I don't remember it. Was it good? Bad? Lonely? Who knows!
I feel like all of my memories involve Brian. Sometimes I will remember a funny story from UMHB and start to remind him and realize... there's no memory for him to remember. He wasn't there.
It's strange that the person I am going spend my entire life with has only been closely knit into my tapestry months ago (shout out to my mama and Carol King).
I am jealous for the time that others were able to be a part of his life, but incredibly thankful and excited for the time I will receive, no matter how short or long.
So in 63 days or 8 weeks or 2 months, however you want to count down, I will be married and after that he will be an intricate part of my memories the good, bad, or lonely.
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